Am not really used to "being an artist" but it seems that is indeed what I am doing with this. "Popular" I am not; but that seems to be a realm inhabited by those prepared to strike a common chord with the dull masses; wish I could sometimes just relate more successfully; then confidence would perhaps follow naturally.
Forced confidence has no value to me. Sure, I can act a role in the world. It is understanding the "me" that is trying to drive my life forward to something I can say was "on my list" later that seems frustrating. It is like flying kites - you can spend thousands on a real fancy kite, but at the other end of the string, it is really much the same feat as flying any kite. You are still at the whim of the weather.
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